It’s been months since I’ve sat down to write in this platform. I don’t know whether it is lack of perseverance or just plain old laziness. Or whether it’s the fact that there’s so many things going on inside my head that I’m often confused where to start. But whatever it is, I know I miss blogging. And every time I do, I wait to find the perfect time to gather my thoughts and sit down to write. But we all know there is no such thing. And I’m being even more honest, this platform is my backbone in many ways.
So here I am, trying to make my comeback in writing, which I decided to do with a topic that’s very sensitive for me. Also, in order to maintain this upfront attitude I want to admit one more thing-that I wish the article was more optimistic than I made it to be. It will be more of a relaying of the thoughts that often engulf me but I hope that sometime in the future, I can write a positive follow-up to it, that will make us believe in the possibility of the impossible again. And so here it is.
Not everyone gets to find a life partner, that too along with a new family of in-laws and future children in their life-to put it bluntly. It seems like a simple thing that eventually happens to everybody, but then why does it feel so unachievable for me? When I envision a life for myself, it’s one where I’m alone with co-workers or friends around me, but there is no husband or children in it. No matter how hard I try to be positive about it, I simply cannot find it in me. And it’s not that I didn’t try or that I was never with someone (because God knows we don’t get back those years)! But in spite of all that, I ended up alone eventually.Continue reading “Not Everyone Gets It”